Enduring prayer

My heart knows the truth, that with every heartbeat I am here because you love me.  My mind is distracted from the truth, by every new action that exists causes another reaction for my mind to be contained with distraction.  Clear my mind, renew my heart, and wash my soul in your love, and I'll be full of peace and righteousness.  I'll know your love has not abandoned me.  I have abandoned your loving grasp of my life, but I wish to try, try, and try again.  I know your grace and love makes this a possible reality, not just a beggar's wish.  So I beg; try, try, and try again with your enduring love.